At the moment I'm sitting in my English 11 Honors class, about twenty minutes until the bell to leave, and my friends are making a detailed outline on the "bullshit" of a book my loves father gave me.
It's a booklet pretty much on God and all his never ending glory. I'm not some flaming atheist or anything, but I'm not sure I believe in all this. I mean I guess I could, but I would need some teaching and/or convincing. Because in this book it states that everything is "planned or permitted" ... I would really like to return my life for a new less dysfunctional fucked up one.
Well, I'm not trying to offend anyone, because my boyfriend and his family are very religious and I love them to death! I don't want to loose them because they think I'm some religion bashing bitch.
Everyones point is valid, and worth of hearing. Until I become completely one-sided, I won't say anything about any side of this situation.
I love my friends, and I love my love, but I don't really know what to say about what any of them say.
Distraught and confused.
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