tragedy

I don't really know much about what happened today at 9am in Connecticut, but I do know that many young children and adults lost their lives today because of some mentally insane reject.

If you don't know, or don't remember by the time you read this blog, then, I will tell you now. This morning there was a shooting... at an ELEMENTARY SCHOOL!!

WHAT.

THE.

FUCK!!!

Who in Hell shoots up a kindergarten?! That makes me so mad! This guy goes in, and they just let him in because his mother was a teacher there at the school, but he killed her too!! He just goes in, starts fighting with the principal, and everyone can hear it because it was in the middle of morning announcements, so the PA system was on. Teachers are trying to hide kids and pile them into the bathrooms and such. But in the end I think it was either eighteen or twenty 5-10 year olds were shot to death, along with I think eight or nine staff, including the all around loved young female principal.

I just cannot imagine how those parents felt. They were called, so they were all standing outside of the school... waiting. Waiting to see if their child would walk out, be pushed out on a stretcher, or in a body bag. Watching while everyone cries and prays. Watching everyone else's child runs to them, "Mommy!" "Daddy!" "I love you!". Watching while the lucky parents get to hold their child for another day. But you fall to the ground, shaking in tears and utter heartbreak, because once everything is over... You're still standing there, with no child to embrace.

It makes me cry to just think about that. It makes me angry to just think about that. I cannot even begin to fathom what was going through everyone's minds today. It just really hit me...

This world sucks.